4.08am and I miss you.

4.08am and I miss you.

How do we judge people? By their appearances? Or is it the way they conduct themselves? By their background? We’re constantly exposed to others’ judgement, whether we like it or not, some good, some bad, some just plain terrible. I’ve a feeling you know i’m only gona talk about the “plain terrible” ones.

I’ve been called names, by someone whom, I’m starting to doubt, “understands” me. Self-centred, spoilt-brat, bla bla bla lalala etc. I’m not gona go through the whole incident here but yes, I admit I was partly at fault and no, I was NOT entirely wrong. Circumstances changed, I reacted with what I thought was right, to make someone dear to me feel better, and at the same time, not compromising on another’s feeling. I thought she would understand abit, I thought she would accept my explanation, obviously, I miscalculated.

I have to apologise for spoiling your V-day, then again, with someone you love, any other day is V-day, I want to choose our own V-day and call it the We-day and no, it will not be on the 14 Feb. It will be on the 19 Feb and that’s a more significant day for me...us…

I will wait for you at the airport, if you do not wish to turn up, I will go alone.